She tipped her hat && smiled...

A friend of mine told me her story one day over lunch && I was like “For real, for real?!” So I’ll tell you all about it, but h*e don’t tell no body…!”

She said, “These past few months I have been sooooooo [owt] of character. I let some[one], who I def considered a grade A dude take me to an [ugly] dark && lonely place.”

I said, “WOW?! Really?!”

She replied, “Unfortunately, guilty…”

&& she began……..

“Im usually a [happy] sweet person.! I love to laugh! i tend to roll my eyes at ignorance instead of correcting my sisters && brothers…my bad. i apologize. For now on, I’ll only disassociate myself from the stupidity.

But frfr, I let it get bad. “EMOTIONS, taking me over…” Angry, confused, sad, depressed, put back in a place I [def] didn’t think I would go back to. “

[---INTERJECTION---]By the way, this [lupe fiasco] “the cool” –intruder alert- is riding right now as I type her story ;-).

&& she’s back…

“Anywho, ive been to that place before && had no intentions on returning, but sometimes the [big guy] upstairs makes us experience some things for growth, maturity, and [def] identity.

Truth be told, I still have my moments when I want to cry, but today I had someone pray for me…&& SHE PRAYED!!!! Hugged me so tightly, I felt like ive been knowing her all my life && only met her today.

He knows exactly when to put people in your life, && exactly when to take them owt.

I felt so much better. I felt encouraged. I felt at peace. I gave it all to HIM…speaking of [my God].

Ive done some hurtful things to people in my lifetime, which is why the [golden rule] is the [golden rule] “do unto others, as you would have them do to you”

Im still sort of bitter, but hey, I forgive just wont forget. (I didn’t claim to be completely over it) takes time.

I talked to my mom. I talked to another’s mom. && they both told me the same thing. “You don’t deserve that && [you] shouldn’t put yourself through that && keep hurting.”

Past experience I had it all confused when I said “[he] put me through” but [i] put myself through. People only do to you, what you allow them to do.

[---INTERJECTION AGAIN---] by a.hix

BLANTANTLY…”LET THAT BULL ISH GO! NOT WORTH IT.” && that’s to my all my readers.

If you ever feel mistreated in any relationship; the person you’re loving, a friend; anyone…just leave. Especially, when you’ve done all you can. People let statuses go to their heads && lose sight of the people && things that matter most. But we’re all only human. We all make mistakes. we just have to be more conscious of the ones we’re making because no matter how big or how small, they affect the people loving us.

&& she’s starts again…

“I wish the person that let something so beautiful turn so ugly the best. Memories are good && will [def] try to remember those instead of the awful, stomach sickening end.

Yes, I admit my [intuition] caused a great deal of it, but can you blame me? “A woman’s intuition is far greater than a man’s reason.” -a.hix

“God made man stronger but not necessarily more intelligent. He gave women intuition and femininity. And, used properly, that combination easily jumbles the brain of any man I've ever met.” –ff

“A woman uses her intelligence to find reasons to support her intuition.” –gc

“What passes for woman's intuition is often nothing more than man's transparency.” –gn

go to this link for more intuition quotes: http://www.wisdomquotes.com/cat_intuition.html

if I spoke about the [outside] that were brought into the seed of my growing love, that would make them important, but their ways will not be honored with words from my tongue. That would be giving them way more credit than they’re due. I’ll just tip my hat , gently smile && wish them well.

Heartache is a b.tch, but “you live && you deal.”

a.hix just cant help herself...she notes

Your [faith] your [pride] && your [education] are three things that cannot be taken away from you unless you release it to a person. So [def] keep those powerful instruments as close as possible.

young lady rolls her eyes (even though, she just said she wouldnt anymore) && continues

"Im a strong woman! I know that for a fact.! Little ol’ me will shock [marines] with the stuff ive experienced. "

&& when she was done, she gathered her things, paid for both our meals, [tipped her hat && smiled] && that was her farewell.

All I could say was, “Damn...that girl is full of [finesse]. I bet she’ll have those owt of body experiences less frequently now. && that dude...whoever he was, was ‘AB-SO-LUTELY STUPID!’ –DRO”

What’s meant to be, will be && if its not, then it wont.

“keep your heart A.HIX, keep your heart. Man, these [dudes] are smart, A.HIX, these [dudes] are smart. Play your part…”

&& you asked, “A.HIX? Did ol’ girl hit him hard?

Nann…she's too much of lady for that. She just slapped him around a bit until his super save a--i mean his friend came to his rescue && then she released........liquid prayers.

Over and owt!

*keri hilson "energy"... "make love" followed by "intuition" then "alienated" from her album in a perfect world bomb.com songs to play as you read. (but it shouldnt take all these songs to complete ;) )